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The Days of Hiding Bottles Were Like a Bottomless Pit
At first, I spent nearly all my energy hiding liquor bottles. On top of the wardrobe, behind the washing machine, in old boxes in the garage, even deep in the kitchen cabinets—I changed locations daily, thinking if he couldn't find them, I could stop him from drinking. But every time, he'd uncover them. Once, I distinctly remembered locking a bottle in the storage room, yet the next morning, the empty bottle appeared in the trash. I didn't know how he got it, and at that moment, I nearly broke down.
Families often make one mistake: doing everything possible to keep alcohol out of the drinker's hands. But unless you lock someone up, it's nearly impossible. Even then, some still find ways to get alcohol. It took me a long time to learn not to stop him from drinking. But honestly, the battle over bottles might work today, only to restart tomorrow. Our goal should be overcoming the disease of alcoholism as a whole. Inspiring the desire to quit in the drinker and encouraging them to seek help is far more effective than hiding bottles.
The Hardest Part Was Watching Him Face the Consequences
Later, someone told me: the only way to motivate someone to quit drinking is to let them face the consequences of their drinking without interference. When the pain becomes unbearable, they'll seek help for relief. This means loving and understanding them calmly—not taking away their bottle, nor shielding them from the fallout of their drinking.
It was tough. Once, he missed an important family gathering while drunk, and I resisted calling to make excuses for him. Another time, he lost his job due to drunken behavior, and I nearly intervened to plead for him. But I knew if I bore the consequences for him, he'd never feel compelled to change. This might mean the family endures pain, but it's the pain of consequences, not serving as a shelter from them. It requires courage to endure embarrassment, financial losses big or small, unemployment, and sometimes even temporary separation in various forms.
Relapse Isn't Failure—It's a Reminder
Anyone with a serious illness may need a long time to recover, and sometimes relapses occur. Even if he stays sober for months and then slips, it's not the end of the world. Once, he went months without touching alcohol, and I thought things were improving. But one night, he got drunk again. I almost gave up then.
But later I realized that if the family stays calm and avoids destructive solutions, a slip can even aid recovery: it can further force him to admit that the first drink is off-limits. After that relapse, he said on his own, "I can't take that first sip." That was more effective than anything I could've said a hundred times.
Recovery Isn't Just His Journey Alone
During recovery, families shouldn't expect all impulsive behaviors to vanish overnight. Once obsessed with drinking, he might now be equally absorbed in treatment and recovery. After joining a support group, he spent evenings exchanging insights with others in recovery, sometimes coming home very late. At first, I didn't understand and thought he was "obsessed" again.
To avoid resentment, I later joined a family support group. Support groups are vital for the drinker's recovery, and family groups are equally crucial for the emotional healing of loved ones. There, hearing others share similar experiences, I realized recovery from alcoholism involves the entire family's emotional healing. If the drinker's emotional issues are resolved but the family's aren't, serious rifts can emerge.
Before, during, and after recovery, the whole family must grow emotionally—or severe estrangement may follow. Whether he ultimately quits drinking or not, I must start working on my own emotional recovery now. This journey isn't his alone.
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Ending the battle over bottles is the family's first step toward understanding and recovery.